LOVE isn't such a sweet word after hearing that a certain person's face or name comes to mind.

It is such a beautiful feeling in the world if someone is in love he/she finds heaven on earth only or they try to create one for their loved ones. It's a thing where you keep someone else needs before yours, in love, you forget to breathe if that person is even a millisecond away from your eyes.

Your world resides in him/her, you don't care about world all you care of is what this person thinks of you and the most important thing is that you know them more then themselves.

Well, that's what people in Love say about it.

But I am not even aware of the fact that something called "LOVE" even exists. It's a thing that I have never come across.

From the time when I stared to understand the relation between my parents, relation between a father and a daughter, relation of my aunt and uncle. the conclusion I have made is that there is nothing called "TRUE LOVE" everyone fall in love in order to fulfil there wants and needs and when these are filled they become strangers.

I am the most unlucky person in the world.

Sometimes I even wonder if there is someone out there in the world for me who will love me like I am his breathing, who will go to any extent just for me.....

I don't need him to feed me different kinds of food or buy me expensive gifts. I am ready to be with him even if couldn't feed but I would be on cloud nine if he would be my side if he would hold my hand with love in his eyes and a reassuring smile, a person who is ready to get his hair grey with me, who is ready to be with me till the last breath.

But this only exists in books it looks good there only not in today's world not for an unlucky person like me.

Tears were streaming down my eyes I didn't even realise when I started crying thinking all this while looking at the moon.

"I wish someone like books would find me, please god please send someone for me who craves me, please, please send him I have had enough waiting now please"